RainbowZindagi: Whats your New Name LOVE

RainbowZindagi: Whats your New Name LOVE: "Love ….gives you ….. Blushing …. And then…. Some chemical locha… Blue feeling… Sadness….. Anxiety…. Anger…. But then where is love… if all t..."

Wo Saath DE...

Phoolo ko dekh, jab hu mushkurai

Ek aur hansi, mujhe  di hai sunai

Khushiyo me meri, wo saath de

Tapte suraj me, jab hoon murzhai

Bunde paani ki ban koi aaye

Dhup me mujhe, wo shav de

Kaali raat me jab mai hoon ghabrai

Roshni ki kiran zindagi me aai

Daar me mere, wo hosla de

Bhag rahi thi mai, jab duniya se ghabrai,

do kadam hamesha,mere saath paai

aakele safar me mere, wo haath de

khushi me main,  jab hu gungaai

ek aur aawaj mujhe, di hai sunai

geeto ko mere, wo sur de

haar kar mai, jab hoon roi,

haatho par aansu , moti bante dekh paai,

roone ko mere, wo kandha de

ek kavita tariff me uske maine banai

shabdh kam the, kuch na likh paai

kuch na karne par bhi, wo shabashi de.

college poem, HUM SAB EK HI TO HAI

HUM SAB EK HI TO HAI

Hai ye hamari dosti ki khushi,

batao tum khush to hona…

Hum sab yaha ek hi to hai,

ek ghar se dur ek ghar main hai.

Saare sapne sach hoge yaha….

bunlo kitne sapne bunne hai tumhai,

Aapni wo duniya se dur,

batao tum khush to hona…

Yaad kabhi aaye tumhai,

mat hona udas…

Aa jaana hamare pass,

hum sab ek hi to hai…

Jab lage tum haar rahe ho,

mat rukna thak kar  tum.

Dekhana tum ek nahi …

aayege hum sabke haath.

Aakhir hum sab ek hi to hai..

Wo hi pyar, wo hi dulaal, milega tumhai.

Wo sapna jo dekha hai tumne,

Ek esa hi sapna dekha hai hum sabne,

Utna hi sundar.. utna hi pyara…

Chalo milkar karte hai,sabki madat.

Hum sab ek hi to hai…

Ek bhi haaar hum na karege bardash…

jeet ki khushi hone na dege kam.…

Dekho tum….hum sab ek hi to hai.

Ek nayi duniya dekhi hai  sabne,

Maana rasta katin hai thoda…

par dekho manjil pass hi to hai..

Aapni manjil dekh ,batao tum khush to hona…

Harna na tum…

Roona na tum……

Haste rehna bas tum….

Jaana  hai tumhai waha, jaha hai ek dusra jaha.

Koi ho taklif, koi ho mushkil.

Bas keh dena humse tum….

Hum sab ek hi to hai…

……………………………………………………..

Khushbu….

when it rains...

Itni muhobat kaha se laaye ho....

Itni khushi kyu hoti hai mujhe.. jab bhi baraste ho, zindagi le aate ho.

Barish aate hi, kaise khil uthte ho tum sab....

Barso ka bichda pyar mila hai kya ? batao mujhe....

Mitti apni khushbu se pyar de rahi hai ....

choti choti nadiyo ki himat dekho,

mastati, balkhati, itraati,  bhaage jaa rahi hai apne yaar samandar se milne .

aur ghass ke tan pe lipti ye barish ki boonde... milne ka naya naya ehsaas...

esa milna do chahne waalo ka ... ye pyar anmol hai..

I'm Nature..

ITne khubsurat ho sakte ho tum, kitni tarif karu kam lagti hai...

Ye zameen pe swag hai ya main kahi swag me hoon...

ye sapna hai yaa ye sab mera aapna hai ....

mujhse tum sama raha ho yaa main tumme aapne aapko khoj rahi hoon...

main kon hoon??????

Mitti ki KHUSHBU  hoon.

.. ya hawa tera ehsaas hoon.

ye barish jo laaye..

... wo ek khushsurat zindagi hoon.

jo tum sabko dete ho, kahi wo hi khushi to nahi.

... ya wo parwato ke paar ki mistry hoon.

Nadiyo ki nai nai UMANG bhi ho sakti hoon :)

well, mujhe pata hai main kon hon.

main to wo muhabat hoon jo tum sab me rehti hoon.

main tum sabka hissa , tumhara hi pyar hoon.

Dreamy Dream...

Baadlo ke paar dekh to kya hai ....

chal chale inn hawao ke saath, udd jaaye in baadlo ke par.

barasta paani,

patto se tip tip girti bunde....

thandi hawa...

aur teri yaad...

sun jaara ...

ek naya naya sa sangeet hai , mousam me.

sun jaara...

gaa raha hai har koiiiiiiiii

dekh jaara...

naach raha hai har koiiiiiii

green green lagta hai mujhe aaj sab...

ye jungle mere dost kab ban gaye,

main inn ki kab ho gai?????

ese kho gai issme, ki yaha se jaa nahi paau main... bas inn sabka ka hissaa banke yahi kahi reh jaau main....

Notes to Khushbu ...

Lets not get personal, unless what you say is related to me as a person.. it is just breathless words, but lets just not get personal, unless its related to our self.. if it is related to our self,. I will listen to each and every word. Understand it , and apply it to my life for our compatibility, success, and happiness….

I listen to every word coming to me, different opinions, different perceptions, and different thoughts different folk. but If I don’t get personal !!! means I m stable inside me, I know what I want and what I m doing, may be my reaction to you on your words were vague … may be I haven’t communicated to u well , because somewhere u mean to me a lot, and I want to get our self.. and then feel like to listen all you say.

Thinking LOUDLY

I am not responsible to my feelings, but for what i do with them... it follows this way.. my feeling are limited to me only then it doesnt matter to my image,but what if m thinking loud, expressing all emotions,sharing all thoughts.... will certainly damage my image .. although i haven't done anything with my feelings so far... still affected me....

I'm Back!!!

I wasn’t sleeping till time..i was busy in chasing dreams.. if you have forgotten me .. plz rejuvenate your memory and remember my bright face u got impressed with.. yes I m back. I am back on my mood .. now ready to fly and move towards the path I have forgotten or miss guided by my self…

One Right Q?.... saare sawalo ka jawab!!!!

One right question gives you all answer u need to know. I was struggling with my own thoughts , questions and answer. my answer are all right but still not working the way I wanted, nothing coming out as perfect solution, only miss guidelines were there….
And I been asked by someone a simple question, innocently , and suddenly I found a right key to all my close doors. Strange, teacher used to tell me “no question is silly question but they never taught me that some question are right question”.

Whom should I blame then….?????

What if … ?
What if……?
What if………?
Yes many questions are arising like what if …..? We all know that there is no answer to such question.
The most distracting barrier to my success is my "emotions", my own thoughts. why they are there, if they are creating losses in my life, why I need them?
Do I have power to get rid of all those….no !!! I need to accept that they are uncertain, they are more powerful than my willingness, my courage. Because my emotions are so powerful I cant overcome them, they are also a part of me again and I m the one, who is responsible for them.
Then I can’t blame anyone but myself. My life is only my life. I'm the only one who is restricting myself to get ahead. I m the only one who makes me happy, who brings in sad feelings, who lies to me, Who betrays me and then after all that my own thoughts, my inner me gives me courage to STAND AGAIN .

Whom should I blame then….?????

Blaming game with myself…

That means no one is as imp in my life as I am . The 1st thing I should learn is controlling SELF, the 1st person I should get aware of is ME , the dangerous enemy of my life is ME, the best friend of me is I again AND the most impossible person of my life is ME.
I'm myself not aware about my own actions sometimes, they are unpredictable to me too. then how can I expect someone to cope with those moments.

Whats your New Name LOVE

Love ….gives you ….. Blushing …. And then….

Some chemical locha… 

Blue feeling… 

Sadness….. 

Anxiety…. 

Anger….

But then where is love… if all this came from love , where is love, what’s your 21th century name love? You changed in this century , I'm born in this century, I know what m I looking for in U and in me , what m I searching for, I generalized things, and so I do it with u, which is injustice to u. i m committed to you , but afraid to tell you. If I say I don’t like you, then why need to know every updated of ur life. Why I check ur pic now and then. If I say this is our last conversation, why I m waiting for your call. All over complexity, where is that level of comfort gone, Love is simplicity.. and in this century we rarely find simplicity so love.

I love him… I love him so much… I can feel myself deeply fallen in love… its difficult to accept that you love someone so much. If if that person doesn’t love u ,,, then u not only hide ur feeling with that person but with whole world and most importantly with ur self … u r so weak to accept ur love .... Why we hide love, why we don’t want to reveal our good feeling.. I Dont know how to accept the mistake, Dont know how to express my love, Its a sign of weakness to show my love..... I'm afraid that you might leave me some day and this feeling does not let me love.....

Why I Got a Call in Middle of It...

I want to write something,I m not getting any topic to write on.. what does it mean.. when a writer writes he writes by his/her own mood , feelings or just on anything and everything…
things go wrong, things go right…
people enjoy life but no body is happy with it…..
lets say If I want to wear a sari today, why cant I wear it.. coz its not dress code of today’s girl..
dress code decides what u are… has the world really became packaging world??????

I have a poster of cute little girl standing and smiling and shying in the garden in my room .. when I look at it.. I wonder if there is any age of human being where u need not think.. where u r happy actually.. where u feel safe .. where u don’t regret , where u handle your responsibilities, no matter how little it is.. where u smile just coz u have reason to smile.. where u actually do what u want .. and enjoy life.. any age u remember.. I asked myself.. and went to past of life .. and was trying to recall a day like this…. And then Appy (my friend ) called me up… 

Not all L Is LOVE, Love is ....

we ofen gets confused easly with love and say "I LOVE YOU " when you have no clue abt what love is exactly!!!

something to ponder upon.....

         Cn you remeber your 1st middle school crush, yes exactly! when your plam is almost sweaty, ur heart racing and your voice caught within your chest. "it insnt LOVE, its LIKE "

        M sure about the time when the most bful, most popular, or most likeble person is your freind and  you feel proud and eager to show them off. "it insnt LOVE, its Luck "

        M Sure you can relate thisvery well,  when u r there, coz everybody wants, but u dont wish to be there,mere dost dont misunderstood it by love, again i would say "it insnt LOVE, its Loyalty "

       We all feel gud if somebody pampers you, kiss you and hold your hands, and we feel  content, "it insnt LOVE, its your low CONFIDENCE ".

        One of my freind says he is there with her for her confession of love, coz he doent wants to hurt her, and i am sure we all have done this some time thinking that we r in love, "it insnt LOVE, its PITY "

        Teenager love, try to remember our school days when we used to belongs to them coz thier one sight makes your heart beat skip a beat, I know we all have such exprince. sorry to say but "it insnt LOVE, its INFAUTUATION "

        Faults, faults, all faults, we parden thier all fualts coz we care  about them, I parden his faults ,coz they are  my best freind, and i love you  Amit and Manasi . exactly "it insnt LOVE, but its love in FREINDSHIP ".

       ...and when , yes when your heart ACHE and BREAKS  when they are sad, then you can proudly say , that you love them , yes "ITS LOVE ", and I LOVE YOU  so much coz you know i am there when u need me, when u r sad, and i m not only there but i feel the same u feels.

      ... when you cry for thier PAIN, even when they're strong, yes my dear dost , then " ITS LOVE " LOVE  is just not saying i m there when u need me, is just saying  I LOVE YOU , is just not loving someone when u feel loved, its all about giving love when somebody badly needs it ,and silently say i need , i want you now, can u be with me, i want u only from all this world. coz I LOVE YOU , and i want you to understand my pain, my ache , my tears. 

     .... just check DO THEIR EYES SEE YOUR HEARTS, AND TOUCH YOUR SOUL SO DEEPLY ITS HURT???????? then Its LOVE

           DONT EVER LET THIS LOVE GO AWAY,  kyuki KAL HO NA HO  mail sharuk khan ne kaha hai , uss haath ko tham jo tumhai chahe dil se hai , ese haath roj roj nahi milte, usse kabhi jaane na do , kyuki kal ho na ho.

hypothetical life

We all know the fact that no one really knows the fact that what is going to happened next but we are working on problems, we are livingour lives not for present but for our future, so it means that we all are living hypothetical life .

A small children once said, "we children get this stuff madam but you grown up that makes it too complicated ".

Let me assume for a min for a sec, that what would I be today if would not have prepared myself in the past by accepting the fact that I don't know what is going to happen next.

I have just understood a simple technique to solve the ISSUES that never consider a issueas a  problem, consider it as PUZZLE  and solve it .

So the my question is why we are planning our future all the time, as we all know one certain thing that we will gona die tomorrow , no matter which tomorrow but the that tomorrow will sure is there.

Strange and contradict to above happened , before writing tothis I have gone through "the journey to myself" a journey to meet myself afterfew years from now, and then I felt relaxed , motivated, content, a fresh approachof solving puzzles. Now feel like to meet her again and again . she has so manythings I want now in my present life.

Wondering with both contradict thoughts.....

Hey what about living our own live today with lil planning ofour uncertain future, true! Who knows future but we could check our abilitiesof predictions, creating and preparing it. It could be fun of predicting andcreating owns future, and future is going to tells us about how much we actuallyenjoyed the journey of this life cycle, know past, living present andpredicting future.

Past , present and future game.

Lets have a delicious day today ....

Lets meet the present life and live it for future. ...

Lets pass the short journey of meeting that one special person today infact now.....

The that special person who is going to take one imp decision of ur life today, the most imp and special person of ur life s non other that "YOU" only  "YOU".

Random quotes 2 at night !!!

I need you , I mean it, just be around me, don’t go far too far. I need to see ur face , atleast be there, I can see ur shadow.. Don’t go far, I need you      ~ khushbu agrawal

While, time will not wait for anyone, I waited for you so long…

I  want to drive a car, in my past.. Sometime, when I dint know how to control it, how to open a door of it even.

I wana kiss the one, who wil never leave me..  !!!!

Cast away, yes the movie was cast away.. Have u seen it, why dint till now..

Hey , what if I wana hear you voice, if I ma awake to hear you at 3, I know u will wake up now. will you talk to me now,when u know this..

 will you praise me once, will you see me, my real one once, will u bring a flower for me .... 

I stay alive, kept breathing… and now I m here.. I am still alive..

I have ice in my glass. And I lost him.. I ' m so sad,but I m so greatful that I m sad cos of him.

I wrote a letter one day, and I got it back written on it return to sender.. What it return to me ??????

 A long high way,me and my car… and wind.. Someone  said, you look lost.. No ans to that ajnabi… good luck to me.. I m not all lost, some parts are still missing.. Don’t worry folk... 

A last smile decides how did u live ur life.. A blank paper has a power to say any thing in this world to the generations..

The most bfull thing in this world in one word is this world itself..

Who is the Director, no I don’t need a ans of this…… I have been acting like a fool.

There are few things I need to understand of myself.. And 1st thing I always forget, cant reach to 2nd one, ho will I complte my entire list..

How come the question still be the same…… even after knwoing the ans, que is still the same.

I love you, do you??? Do you think is the simplest question to ans, do you think, that it should not  be answered 2nd time.

What was my goal, did I reach to it, no !!! But I have diffent goal now……

He is just a illusion of my mind, the person loves me most is a illusion.

He who  loved me so much, knew he cannt be mine in his life ....

he who never loved me , promised me for life time love , care and togetherness…

the person I loved the most, never understand my love..

I think , love is great….it always live alone.. But happened between two .

I am asking to you, no not you, you!! yes you,,  are u still awake, mee too…

Are you scare, mee too…  can we keep this secret with both of us only…

I love red, red doest….

M Hearing me…. !!!!! I need too,

Reactions are what… what u give or what I give.. means  Someone is  in action..  Either u or me…. Both are culprit now. So no blame game..

Moving out INN!!!  It has great meaning….  Don’t go inn, move out, Not for you jerk.

Murgi pehele yaa anda.. U will never get a ans. If can make omlet. Bettter for you. Apply a funda in real life, stop blame game.:) 

Ek khubsurat Kahani hoon

Sachai meri tum nahi janoge, janoge mera naam to kya!!

Chahkar bhi tum mujhse nahi pehchanoge,

Ek hawa ka zhoka kehlo,

Yaa kehlo mujhse khushbu tum

Ek paheli hoon,

Na samaj aaye wo saheli hoon,

Abhi hasti, to abhi khafa,

Kabhi yaha to kabhi waha,

Duniya dhunde mujhse yaha waha..

Khudko jaane pehchane

Ek esi hi khubsurat kahani hoon…